I'm such an awful friend...

I'm a jerk. I didn't know how to take care of my best friend's feeling. I should flushed myself away from her if that's the best thing that should be done so that I wouldn't hurt her feelings anymore. I think, this is the third time I did something horrible to her. Gosh, why am I like this??? I don't deserve to be forgiven.

A Sad Day for Me...

I'm speechless when I heard the news that my friend is leaving Dublin for good...I nearly cried at Dbs cafe today...gosh...why this is happening???

MM...

hurm...what about MM???Modigliani Miller or Malina Mustakim...or just plain M&M...haha...dunno which one...but she has her own reason for using that name...it's true right???hehe...but I am really thankful to Allah swt, The Almighty for giving me such a wonderful friend...huhu...

Hatred...

Today, someone really pissed me off...I really want to kick her ass...Aaarrgghhh!!!I just want her to respect others...F***!!! I really don't like to be in this situation where I felt awkward around her...wtf!!!

Gadis Ayu???

Huhu...I have long hair now...Should I cut it or not???I will cut it eventually...:)I was a 'tomboy' back at school...There's no reason why I should keep this ever growing hair...Hate it oso...I'll cut them after my final exams...Heeee :)

Papercut...

I'm tired today...+ I got a long papercut on my right hand little finger...It's itchy and hurting...Heee...

I Miss...

Back In Msia:-
-to hug my mom & dad
-to argue with my sister
-to spend time with my nieces and nephew
-to make my lil sis cry
-to have an open talk and chat bout silly things with Angah
-to play chess with Along
-to go to night market with Kak Long to buy 'Yong Tau Foo' :)
-to hang out, sing along (karaoke) at 'Karaoke Jamban' with Anatz, Vaneshaa and A'a
-to hug Farah, Sal, Ain Husaini, Ain Pisunk & Shuzzy
-to go out with Izwan
-shopping in Jusco Seremban 2
-lepaking at D9 & Restoran Siang Malam 2 eating 'sotong kangkung' with Seremban 2's friends
-lepaking with Zetty at Terminal 1
-hang out and barbequeing with my cousins in Bayu Beach Resort, Port Dickson
-to drive my mom's car
-to go to Mid Valley Megamall with Hayhay, Muzzy & Hannah (the trio)
-to have a sleepover at Lyana's house for a week like we used to do every month

In Ireland:-
-to hang out with Elina
-to hug MM
-shopping silly things
-to go out sightseeing with Noel
-to be able to stop smoking
-to eat Nasi Ayam Syira :)

& lots more...huhu...

Assignment...

Just want to finalize the Management Accounting assignment ASAP!!!huhu...

My Piece of Work...

A friend will help and guide if we have troubles,
A friend will listen carefully while we talk,

A friend will not condemn, judge, or critics,

Instead they will encourage us as we walk.

Sometimes rough journey make us stumble,
Sometimes hatred leads to stress,
But, to have a friend to catch our fall,
Teaches us to be humble.

Friendships...

You're
my friend, my companion,
through good times and bad;
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad;
beside me you stand, beside me you walk;
you're there to listen, you're there to talk;
with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears;
I know you'll be there, throughout the years...

Specially dedicated to my besties~~

Stress!!!

Just one more assignment to go...Management Accounting...Hope I will settle this assignment by Monday...Perhaps!!!Then, I can focus on my finals...Waaarrrgghhh!!!Finals is just around the corner man...Bout 20 days left...I'm so stressed up...OMG!!!I am so scared indeed~~Gosh!!!Time flies so fast...I'll try my best to get my scroll~~I'm going to graduate with flying colours...Insyaallah~~No Sacrifice, No Victory...

Perfect Combinations...

I've been crying a lot lately...I'm weak in handling my emotions...If I'm smiling, everyone will think that I'm happy...The truth is, I hold a lot of grudges inside... + For the past 2 weeks, I've been missing home aka homesick...Damn!!! I get myself distracted and down by tiny little things such as my family photos and videos...Those things made me cried like mad...Sob2...Luckily, I have other things to focus on...my studies are my priorities...Hope I can get over with this homesick thingy, so that I can get on to my studies ...

Getting Started...Blogging...

I am just a beginner in blogging...I'm not used to express myself publicly...So, today, June, 7 2008 which is Saturday...to be exact 11.10pm is the starting point where i will write everything that pops up in my mind...